Ex AOA Member, Kwon Mina Again Committng Suicide Attempt. This is the reason!
Kwon Mina, who was previously a victim of bullying of Shin Jimin, has just make fans shock with her latest post. On Thursday (08/06) this morning, Kwon Mina made a new post by uploading a wrist that had just been stitched after returning to attempt a slash, to commit a suicide.

In her post, Mina wrote her confession,

"This happened because of an incident that recently happened with an FNC official in Kakaotalk."

“Unnie said she apologized when she walked into [the house], did she really apologize to the person she should have done? Do not lie. After apologizing, they said they would check it out. Moments later, they said she apologized?"

“If the person who came to apologize had their eyes wide open and looked for the knife, even though I couldn't remember the way they spoke, those eyes would not be forgotten, what kind of apologies can I receive there? I gave up on that."

“However, I was very shocked to see messages from FNC Entertainment officials, so I tried to kill myself again, but my manager's younger brother ran and took me to the university hospital. I hurt myself so much now that I lost all the nerves in my wrist, so they didn't give me anesthesia and they just stitched my wrist with a needle and yarn. They gave me some painkillers to deal with the pain, and the doctors had a hard time… I feel guilty about it. What do you like from me? My previous manager was still around me, acting like my guard…”

“And at the end of that unnie's statement, I don't know who made her do it, but she changed it from 'for Mina' to 'apologies to Mina'. Why did she apologize to my dog? She said she would stop her entertainment activities but it looks like she will return when things calm down. I can't see that happening. I suffered more than that for 11 years. But all over Instagram and YouTube… people are saying why are you like this? At least I didn't lie to her and she doesn't know what I've been through, I have nothing to hide."

“She posted that it was fiction, but her manager came over and told her to remove it. My manager told me to take medicine and sleep well, and the FNC said they were having a hard time because of that person. They gave me a psychiatrist and I wondered if they really cared about me, but isn't it illegal for them to talk about me to their friends and other people? I think they told my story to others. I never complained about my trainee debt, contracts, or payment problems. I'm only talking about what's being asked, but the person asking it is talking about herself. What do you want parents to say to their daughter after calling her? My parents only came for the first time and never again and unlike the others, we don't complain about it."

“I've passed out a few times due to stress, and I'm still passed out, but I'm going to try to get better and hope to live my life. I'm working hard at it, but whether it's FNC or that unnie, is it really that hard for a sincere and honest apology? I was once a person who thinks little, but is smart and positive and now I have depression, social anxiety and take sleeping pills. I used to be able to sleep 15 hours a day, and now I only sleep 1 hour."

“Are you all ok? I'm sure you care about me in your big company. If you care, you will contact me at least once. I'm afraid you guys think I'm a lunatic or a bitch. After all, you guys have missed the time of sincere apologies, so take care of your current trainees and artists as well as actors and seniors, so no one like me happens again. When someone says they don't want to renew because of someone, you have to ask first what happened, what's so hard? Don't just tell me about the next show, the next CF. The CEO said, 'You didn't pay your psychological fees, did you?' When discussing contract renewals, and you were right, so I paid for everything."

“Even now, I'm still having a hard time, but there are also many people who support me. The staff at my agency currently think of me as the first person, so I feel really encouraged. There's someone on YouTube who looks at my wrist and says 'Mina just wants attention'. If the person who said that was a 3rd party, then of course, you can say, how strange does it look to be an outsider? But I'm only saying a fraction of what has happened over the past 11 years, there are things I haven't told my friends in 11 years or even my family. Yes, I want attention, of course, I'm an attention seeker, but what do you like about me? All right, let me tell you something. If you want attention, you have to die. You can end your life by hurting yourself. You have tried many times to end it. I get annoyed at people who say I shouldn't do this, and come to save me when things are tough and I want to die. My family is scared now and is crying, what sins did my family commit until I died and was taken away, my wrists covered in blood… "

“I was really upset, angry, and I couldn't sleep. Why am I still being hurt, to whom should I confess? Who should compensate me for destroying me? I hope there won't be someone like me in the future.' (www.onkpop.com)

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저 지금 자살시도 한거 아니구요 한 한달정도 전쯤에? FNC관계자랑 연락하다가 한 행동입니다 아 그리고 디엠으로 멤버들과 왜 언팔을 했는지 물어보시거나 욕을 하시거나 해명을 해달라고 하시는 분들이 많은데 그것도 네 말씀해드릴께요 제가 욕 먹을 행동 한건 아닌거 같아서요.. 우선 신지민 언니 사건은 다들 아시니까 이해 하실꺼고 절친 김씨는 저 신씨 언니가 김씨 욕하고 험담처럼 이야기 할때도 동요한적 한번도 없습니다 오히려 저는 김씨를 원래 되게 아꼈던 친구였는데 신씨의 절친이라는 이유만으로 다가가지는 못하다가 걱정이 되서 진심어린 조언도 해주고 진심으로 걱정했었는데 당연히 제가 신씨 언니때문에 힘들어했던거 모든 멤버가 알고 있었고 끝에 이야기 나눌때 김씨는 자기는 아무렇게나 되도 상관이 없고 그냥 이 상황이 싫다고 했었습니다 제 입장에서는 똑같은 방관자 였기도 하고 그 말도 서운했었구요 다른 김씨 동생은 마지막 다같이 신지민언니랑 사과 같지도 않은 사과 하러 온다고 왔을때 그때 한다는 질문이 좋았던 추억은? 이라고 묻더군요 어려요 그 친구. 그래서 잔소리를 하든 뭘 하든 냅뒀었고 어린거 알지만 도무지 그 소리는 뭔 소리인지 모르겠더군요 앞에서는 그 언니 욕. 뒤에서는 그 언니 잘 맞춰주고 저는 이런 모습 물론 어찌보면 사회생활 하는거지만 잘 못하는 저로써는 진정성이 없어보였구 이해는 못했어요 그리고 서 언니는 절 진심으로 아껴주고 생각해준건 맞지만 그 아무도 신지민 언니 앞에서 누구 하나 나서 준 사람 없습니다 신 친구 그나마 언니에게 왜 기억을 못해 나도 알고 다 아는데 그리고 저보고도 사과 받을거면 똑바로 받으라고 하더군요 근데 사과를 제대로 해야지 말이죠 그냥 제 눈에는 맞아요 누가 방관자라는 단어를 많이 쓰던데 김씨 친구들은 충분히 특히나 절친 그 친구는 충분히 방관자라고 제 입장에서는 생각이 들어서 팔로우를 제일 먼저 끊었고, 나중에는 AOA의 기억을 점점 지우고 싶어서 다 끊었습니다 이 이유를 통해서 이해해달라는 말도 아니고 디엠 보내지 말라는 것도 아니고 이제는 제 입장 제 생각 그냥 솔직하게 말하고 싶어서 적었습니다

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